fak I play bad

I play so bad....fakk
Taking day off tomorrow, going to AC to play live and get my head straight.
Big 4 days after tht-Saturday, SUnday, MOnday and Tuesday with Monday and Tuesday hving big 1k tournies....damn so mad at myself
I better get my head str8 tomorrow

Weeeeeeeeeeeee

Ranked 61st now, I expect to break into the top 50 next week :)
This is from this week's ranking update article from p5:
"Intervention has been mentioned often in this update recently, and he continues his climb, moving up 15 spots this week to number 61. His run of final tables continued, including 5 more this past week, the best of which were two final tables in the PokerStars $100 rebuys."

Will be playing a bunch of tournies tonight...will be doing a long post on mnth end thoughts and goals for the next 6 weeks.
Its almost time....

Kinda frustrated

Tilted few tournies here and there....made a final table but not even worth mentioning the details.
Good line up for the night, poker cyborg mode on at 8pm :)

No Deal

I was offered a backing deal and after much negotiation the final terms of the deal were- Complete backing for both live and online poker (this includes all wsop events adding up to almost 40k+) at 40-60 with upgrade after a month to 50-50 with make up throughout, with me having the option to quit if I am in green after 8 months or buying out my make up at that point. 8 months is a long commitment, I am not good with commitments, hvnt had one in a long time, this had me nervous and scared. The other thing was I wud be playing for 50% of my online action for the next 8mnths, I am kind of person who doesn't even look at 2nd price in most tourneys I play....being backed, that Cherry on top wud be much smaller, that really kills my motivation. Thirdly I won the 150 FO at FT last night (well chopped it) for 14.6k, this gets me borderline comfortable for wsop, in a sense I can afford it. So in the end after much deliberation and discussion I rejected the deal....50% was far too much for such a big winner online like me to part with. I do appreciate the 2 phenoms who offered me this deal and will be open to future offers....one of the reason why I wanted to take the deal was, that these 2 players are truly good people and legends in online poker and there was much I could learn from then....hopefully I hv made the right decsion.

Like I said earlier I took down the 150 at FT but overall I did good in other tournies I played as well. Cashed in 100r (made a donk resteal), 150 FO at PS (missed a royal str8 flush draw) and as u guys must hv seen lost a sick pot in the 1k. But for the 1k I had 500$ Lastlonger with 7 other people(all of them online phenoms), which suprisingly despite coming 75th in the relatively small field I won, so that was another 3500$ there.
All in all a good after a quite a while...

quick update...

Have big stacks in the 3 tournaments and am playing real gooooooooooooot.
The 4th tourny was the inaugral 1k where I was in the zone....but with 75 left:
PokerStars Game #10175699627: Tournament #51184145, $1000+$50 Hold'em No Limit - Level IX (200/400) - 2007/05/29 - 23:05:25 (ET)
Table '51184145 44' 9-max Seat #9 is the button
Seat 1: Himclip85 (8340 in chips)
Seat 2: lock (16669 in chips)
Seat 3: intervntion (14250 in chips)
Seat 4: Wing-Tsun (11792 in chips)
Seat 5: luchador420 (22240 in chips)
Seat 6: CRossiter (9103 in chips)
Seat 7: hit21hit (10445 in chips)
Seat 9: GB2005 (8805 in chips)
Himclip85: posts the ante 40
lock: posts the ante 40
intervntion: posts the ante 40
Wing-Tsun: posts the ante 40
luchador420: posts the ante 40
CRossiter: posts the ante 40
hit21hit: posts the ante 40
GB2005: posts the ante 40
Himclip85: posts small blind 200
lock: posts big blind 400
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to intervntion [Qd Ad]
intervntion: raises 650 to 1050
Wing-Tsun: folds
luchador420: folds
CRossiter: folds
hit21hit: folds
GB2005: folds
Himclip85: folds
lock: calls 650
*** FLOP *** [Jd Qh 3c]
lock: checks
intervntion: bets 1400
lock: raises 2200 to 3600
intervntion: raises 9560 to 13160 and is all-in
lock: calls 9560
*** TURN *** [Jd Qh 3c] [9c]
*** RIVER *** [Jd Qh 3c 9c] [6c]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
lock: shows [Ac Jc] (a flush, Ace high)
intervntion: shows [Qd Ad] (a pair of Queens)
lock collected 28940 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 28940 | Rake 0
Board [Jd Qh 3c 9c 6c]
Seat 1: Himclip85 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: lock (big blind) showed [Ac Jc] and won (28940) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 3: intervntion showed [Qd Ad] and lost with a pair of Queens
Seat 4: Wing-Tsun folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: luchador420 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: CRossiter folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: hit21hit folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: GB2005 (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)

45 paid...NP

Trying hard in the others....

Big offer...

Yesterday was horrible, for a change I played a very patient game for the most part in the big majors. It was just a combination of bad timings and coolers that got me knocked out in most tournies. I was playing my A+ game in the 100r in the afternoon and 2nd chance and million...but I just kept getting coolered. It was expensive as most Sundays are-6k. There is one Saunday left before I head to Vegas for the wsop and I can just pray that I dont hv another one of those Saundays again, come to think of it I am actually stuck around 20k in sunday buyins this mnth (yikes!!).
There is some good news, I hv been offered a life changing deal, I am pondering whethere to take it or not...its a 1 yr deal and its really really tough. Far too close for me to decide. Ahhh, will hv to soon though.
There are some non poker things bugging me as well....hopefully they are all setlled.

SOmething I want to talk about..

Here I am sitting playing 6 of the biggest tournaments on today and realise that I am not thinking about the game (its all automatic for most part...I am a well trainded machine) but instead I am thinking about something else....crap the 7th table opened, will continue later..